In the dark room i silently sit,
With enormous thoughts revolving inside,
How to make you happy,
As i try to avoid them,
They keep coming back.
I remember when fate brought us together,
I ask myself, “Why was it you? ”
The one who doesn’t value me?
It’s a spear penetrating through my heart.
It makes me feel hopeless,
A voice in me says “Give up”, Another says “Hung on”,
My body is confused,
I choose to hold on,
When will the pain seize?
I assemble myself up,
I look to the sun and smile,
This is another moment to make a difference,
I push myself towards the goal,
The goal to make you mine.
As i walk slowly to her,
Fear pulls me back, i can’t stop,
I keep on moving forward to her,
She can’t look at me,
I can’t keep going, my legs can’t move.
I turn back,
I am going away,
“HEY” someone call’s out,
I turn back, it’s her,
She doesn’t want me to go away.
I hold on to her,
She is with me now,
All the grief has turned joy,
I look into her eyes in ecstasy,
I won’t let her go.